New Rules

I'm a fucking pendeja. I have no idea what I'm doing. Here I am, getting back into your life. Knowing there's nothing but pain at the end of this road. Knowing there's nothing but pain along the way. Knowing I'm just going to be disappointed and hurt and upset. I should know better. I should… Continue reading New Rules


You Don’t Do It For Me Anymore

Last night was nice. I needed that. I needed to see that I could see you and not want to be with you. I absolutely adore you. But maybe we're meant to be just friends. Maybe that's all we can be. Maybe that's all we're meant to be. I need to be realistic. I need… Continue reading You Don’t Do It For Me Anymore

Die Trying

When do you know it is safe to let your guard down and just be happy? I think I've lost all possibility of shielding myself from pain. I've let you in with no restrictions. I've allowed myself to embrace everything about you. I've gone past the point of turning back. I just want to enjoy… Continue reading Die Trying