Why does this anxiety always get the best of me? I'm so afraid that this is all false. It feels so real, so genuine, so true, but at the same time I can't accept it or believe it. It doesn't help that you don't open up. It doesn't help that you don't talk. It doesn't… Continue reading Afraid


Die Trying

When do you know it is safe to let your guard down and just be happy? I think I've lost all possibility of shielding myself from pain. I've let you in with no restrictions. I've allowed myself to embrace everything about you. I've gone past the point of turning back. I just want to enjoy… Continue reading Die Trying