It doesn't have to be like this. I miss you. I know you miss me. I will always love you. I keep telling myself that if you ever came back I'd turn you away because I've been hurt so much by you already. I keep telling myself I'll never let myself be vulnerable like that… Continue reading Run
Hello crossroads, we meet again. I decided that I should explore all of my feelings and the reasoning behind them before you decide you want to talk, so consider this an open letter for you and for myself. So, James. Here I am, once again confused, once again unsure, once again lost, because even though… Continue reading Set Sail
I'm... okay. I left my house today. After 48 hours, I finally ate something. The void, the emptiness, the panic is still there, I am still in pieces. But I'm strong. And nobody breaks me, not even you. I'm completely shattered, but there's only recovery from now on, things only get better from now on.… Continue reading Void.
Am I destined to self destruct when everything is going perfect? Everything was perfect. You were perfect. We were perfect. For a small second in time, everything was absolutely perfect. I was so happy. You were happy. We were happy. We took one step in the right direction. We declared our intentions and finally expressed… Continue reading Upright
Does timing really affect a relationship? It's hard to grasp the fact that timing was the reason everything ended before it even started. I just don't understand how you didn't want to at least try it out. How does right timing kill all the chemistry and feelings we had? You weren't ready for a relationship.… Continue reading Stay