It's time to rebuild, it's time to move on. I kept thinking about what I could have done differently, about what we were missing, about where it went wrong. I realized that nothing could have gone differently, that we weren't missing anything, that nothing actually went wrong. We weren't compatible. We weren't meant to be.… Continue reading Reality Check
This won't be like the usual posts because I don't feel alive right now. I feel empty. I feel vacant. I feel alone. There is a numbness like I've never felt before. There's a void. Panic attacks are the closest I am to feeling anything, they mostly feel like the emptiness trying to come out… Continue reading Empty.
Why does this anxiety always get the best of me? I'm so afraid that this is all false. It feels so real, so genuine, so true, but at the same time I can't accept it or believe it. It doesn't help that you don't open up. It doesn't help that you don't talk. It doesn't… Continue reading Afraid
Does timing really affect a relationship? It's hard to grasp the fact that timing was the reason everything ended before it even started. I just don't understand how you didn't want to at least try it out. How does right timing kill all the chemistry and feelings we had? You weren't ready for a relationship.… Continue reading Stay